Both of us are missing you!

Kepo Meow is meowing all the time.. I think she misses you!!

Most importantly, your chippy is missing you too!

P.s. am already thinking about a new blog title when the LDR turns into a SDR.. .. hehe

Last day this trip

We're writing this post together as I prepare to leave back to Auckland tomorrow.

I had a really great time here this trip and just wish it was longer. A few arguments and all but apart from that we got on really well this trip and believe our relationship has gotten stronger. A little sad to leave but at the same time quite excited to head back to work again...Also, maybe Shannon already sick of seeing me >.<

P.s. I am forced to write this post together!!! muahahahaha.... Richard said: Cheh! HAHA
Am starting to miss him already even though he is just right next to me at the moment. There were times when I really did wish I had some alone time but after today I wish he doesn't leave... I'm gonna miss the sudden treats he buys me, the encouragement hugs and massage he give me when I'm stressed out preparing for my thesis (which reminds me that Im pretty nervous about my supervisor's reply.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!). I'm gonna miss you bee...

Hopefully this will be my last temporary trip here to Melbourne to visit Shannon. Tried of flying in and out. ( not cheap for a poor graduate like myself) 

I'm going to try to get a transfer to Melbourne if its possible and aim to head over here in May. fingers crossed now. Even if I don't get it I'll find another job here so I can come over. That way, this LDR thing can be put to rest and have an ending.. I love my GF!

Ran out of words to say... I just think this is year might be a challenging year for us. With both of us busy and worried about different things like getting a job and doing well in my 4 year and get into my supervisor's good books. I hope we fight less.. and laugh more. I hope he doesnt get tired of me one day and decides to leave. I hope and pray he gets a job in Melbourne, be it a transfer or an entirely new job. I hope this is worth all the effort we put in. 

Pass few days have been good. and yes, I have been good and running errands for her while she has been busy preparing for her studies. We made friends with this 2 cats that has been giving me breathing problems. But I'm glad that now she has some company even when I'm not around. She has been great organising her time to spend with me despite so much work she has to do. Probably its a good thing that she's now have her own space to focus on her studies. Wish her all the best and it's now time for me to quickly go to bed so I can wake up early for my flight tomorrow morning.

We're excited of what God has in stored for us this year.

I think

I think this year will be the most challenging year we will have since we started..

Mainly because I am putting my 4th year studies as my priority. 

I never expected my supervisor would request for our Thesis direction and focus to be handed in by Monday. 

What i had in mind before all this was to spend some quality time with you before uni starts.. Uni has not even started and I've already been expected to be full on studying..I'm struggling to find a balance between spending time with you and studying. And we have already like fought twice over this... =(

I know you'll only be here till this Sunday morning... and I want to spend the rest of my time with you. But I just cant get my mind off my thesis before I know what I will be writing on. 

I was thinking.. If things are already like this at the beginning of the year.. How are things going to be like when you come over in May or June. 

I've got a full year ahead till End of October.. I dont even have a mid year break cause I am required to hand in my Lit Review then and collect participants throughout that period.

I'm sorry for not spending enough time with you.. I am trying to find more time...

4 days away

The time for me to count down has begun!!

Actually I started counting down long before but it didn't really hit me that I m 4 days away from seeing Richard until like NOW!!!!

I consider myself blessed... Blessed to have a man who is willing to fight hard for me. A man Who constantly reassures and reaafirms me of his love for me. A man who is willing to persevere in times of trial especially in a long distance one.


A dear friend of mine whom I consider as my sister has recently came out from a lng distance relationship of 1 and a half years. I was sad and disappointed that it ended. I never would has thought the guy would just leave her this way. I felt hurt for her for I know how she feels. I feel sad for her cause I know she has a long journey to recovery. Her story made me realize how blessed I am...


Jann, if you are reading this.. Know that I am praying for you and that you'll pull through with your head up high. Know that you're a beautiful woman of God who deserves a man who is willing to fight for your heart. Hugs.

2 friends leaving for Melbourne

Two of my friends are leaving for Melbourne...

Stan and Nicole....

Stan is my workmate who sits next to me...

who have spent countless overtime and crazy working shifts together..

He's the one that helped me get set up in the company...

Really nice guy and I'm sure I'm going to miss him now that he's gone.

I'll be sitting alone now...and also be the only asian in the company.

Nicole is the one of my close friends in NZ.

She hasn't found a job for a while hence going to Melbourne to try her luck.

I think I'm going to miss her when she's away.

A lot of people will miss her in Auckland as she has been an amazing person so far.

A blessing to many many many people..

I wish I could join them too.

Like I said once last time, 

My heart is slowly disappearing in Auckland and somewhere else...

somewhere my friends and special one is at the moment...

Can't wait till May......