long hours at work.

Last week I worked 7 days a week, including weekend 10 hours each. 

I might need to work weekends next week too.

I remember I told God that I'll try my best not to work on Sunday...

but seems like I failed this week =(

Gotta get my focus right ...

My Song for You

I'm saving all my love for you!

Wanwisa Suakanong

That's my child's name!

Made a decision to sponsor this child through Tear fund. 

I found a child from Thailand who I will be sponsoring starting next month.

It would require writing to her occasionally.

She's 11 years old this year and was born on  17 May 2000.

Apparently both her parents are not employed.

And by sponsoring her she'll get access to Bible teaching, medical stuff, social events, better food, education and tutoring.

Will post a picture of her once I get the chance.

Finance for the future

Just got my pay slip today...

Realised that my pay is really average or slightly below.

Then I started thinking about my future...

The amount of $$ that I need for my future family...

Gotta start working even harder...

Hopefully I'll be able to save up and support them well.

Change of Heart?

Nope... Do not have a change of heart.. It's just a random MSN status thing that made people ask me' Is everything ok?" LOL

Everything is OK!!
'Change of heart" by Jodi Picoult is the just title of the book that I just finished reading today. LOL

And no.. I do not have a change of heart.. not when it comes to Richard Tan Wei Chea =)

I was reminded.....

 This is what I saw this morning while lining up at the Shell petrol station counter to pay for my petrol.

 

Weird but I started chuckling because it reminded me of someone.

Someone who had issues with milk and nuts....

Wish she was there at the moment so I could tease her with these chocolates...

I can imagine her disgusted look if I shove these right in front of her face.

LOL!

By the way, these box of chocolate taste so good!

=)

Times that I really miss....

Long Pause Kinda Talk

So we had this very serious talk about 2 or 3 days ago... About how we are going to bring the gap between us closer.

1) If I continue to stay in Melb.. we'll be apart for another minimum 2 years and we both aren't sure if we can make it being apart for another 2 years.

2) If I go over to Auckland for my studies.. say only for my honours year and decide to come back to melb for masters, I am not sure if I'll be accepted into the universities... and applying for PR later on would be so much more complicated.

3) If Richard comes over here next year, he is gonna have to give up his Malaysia passport and risk not having a job for a really long long time.

4) If i go to Auck and stay in Auck, I will most likely not be able to do the course that I'm hoping for... and Richard doesn't see himself in Auck for too long a time.

I can't remember what we were talking about but i think Richard did have a thought of ending this relationship IF IF IF i decide to stay in Melbourne and he on the other hand can't come over soon enough.... *now you get what i mean by long pause kinda talk*

If you were both of us, what would you do? besides praying.....

The best outcome would probably be that Richard's company SUDDENLY decides to transfer him to the melb headquarters to work and I get to stay and pursue the career that I've been planning for...

However, things are really getting a little complicated..... And i guess, it's times like this and God gets to shine and say hey, trust me and see what I'll surprise you with!

Lord, what is Your will?

Excited

Shannon is coming over in 38 days!

Feels so long away... but I'm looking forward to her coming over again.

Though I might have to work long hours during that period because of commissioning period and not see her as much as I want each day.

Anyway, its definitely going to a good catch up again ! :)

Back from Brisbane

For those wondering what Ai was ranting on at the bottom of this post (lol) , I was sent to Brisbane for training last week. I just arrived back home an hour ago and am glad to be back. hehe. I was complaining to myself too since it was such a disappointment that my training wasn't in Melbourne this time =(

Training was pretty good. I was given $77 allowance each day, a 4 star hotel, transport expenses paid for and work resources during that period. (happy about that) Met some other graduates from Sydney and Brisbane over there. Some of them slighltly older and younger than me. Found out that they all get paid more than me and receive the proper rotation and training programs. A little jealous but hey I've learned to count my blessings!

The only 'disappointment' for me is that none of training will be held at Melbourne when Ai's around! =( When I took up this job, I had the impression that somehow I'll be able to meet up with Ai when I go over for training in Melbourne, especially since Melbourne is the head office. Gutted!

Had a long chat with Ai last night since I had free 3 mobile minutes. Quite scary that we don't have a secure plan on how things are going to work out between us because of the distance. I might go over after this project ends ? or should Ai come over after her studies? But what if I can't find a job in Melbourne ? Or what if I get a job in Melbourne but she doesn't. What if we both can't find jobs in Melbourne? lol ! confused >.<

Anyway heard the news about the earth quack in Japan. Just terrible news =(  Hope everybody's alright over there.

Brisbane?

Why brisbane?? =(

and your next time to melb would be early July and I'll be away for Hillsong conference!! =(

sigh... maybe it's God's way of playing a prank on us.. LOL

Next time we meet? October!! and that is exactly 222days away.. oh boy....

WHY BRISBANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy day

Today's probably a very happy day for me.

I was told by my boss that I will be sent to Brisbane for training next week! Finally.

(sad thing is that I won't be able to see Shannon then, and also the other trips because she won't be around when I go over)

Got back from work and saw this package with my name written on it....

I opened it and found two very nice T shirts ..

Thank you so much dear. Really made my day :)

Double happiness!