1 year with you

It has been officially a year since I ticked 'yes' on your departure card.
It has been 1 year after you asked me to officially go out with you on a tree trunk somewhere in Clayton that only both of us know..
It has been 1 year of fighting the loneliness we get from being thousands of miles apart.
It has been an amazing year of getting to know each others worst sides.
It has been a year of knowing each other's family.
A year I never regretted
A year I finally knew what it means to be loved by a man wholeheartedly
A year I finally learned how to fully trust a man
A year I gave my heart to a man I know whom I know gave his completely to me too
A year we fought till we both cried (once or twice)
A year I learned to voice out and express myself vocally so that you could understand me better
A year I will look back and tell my kids how blessed and spoiled I was.

A year that made me believe that God has better years planned ahead of us... just waiting for us to uncover.


Thank you for this undoubtably amazing and unforgetable year of learning about love and relationship.

I will love you a day longer than the last rose that fades from the lovely bouquet of flowers that you gave me. =p

I Ruined

Richard was suppose to give me a surprise for our first year anniversary this Saturday...

But I ruined his plans by not letting him know where I would be on saturday and he thought I would still in JB with my parents. The actual fact is... I would be back in KL by Saturday..

I AM SO SORRY.... =(

But I am still really touched.. cause he has already bought me a diamond bracelet for our 1st and I didnt expect he would be giving another gift.. =)

Again... I'm spoiled!

I am really blessed to have Richard in my life... not only because he gives me gifts of course... He is an amazing guy. A sweet, romantic and caring boyfriend one could ever have. =)

Sometimes....

With the distance so far between us,

sometimes I feel helpless that I'm so far away from you...

sometimes I feel that there is only so much I can do for you...

sometimes when I can't get to you on the phone, there is only so much I can worry about...

sometimes when you're miserable, there is only so much I can say to comfort you...

sometimes when I miss you, there is only so much I can do to to distract myself...

sometimes when I'm thinking of you, there is only so much I can tell myself there is only just 1.5 years left...

sometimes ..... 

I wish that we weren't separated so far apart....

Finding the right timing

Was waiting for the right time for quite a while ...

what could beat a friday afternoon after a trial commissioning....

Me:"Noel, can I take leave during October for Shannon's graduation ?"

Noel:"No! Stan's not around so I need someone to be around"

Me:"Nooo......."

Noel : " Jokes...that's during the Rugby World cup period. That's fine..."

Me: " Wohooo! "

DJ kittens~!

LA without cars

Saw this on Gizmodo ..

Impressive!

Running on Empty (Revisited) from Ross Ching on Vimeo.

Sex the highest form of love ?

Was having a chat with a friend 2 days ago but its still ringing in my head.

He was shocked when I haven't slept with anybody yet...

His argument was that if you love someone you would sleep with them...

it improves the relationship...

like a hug or a kiss....

Just that sex is the highest form of way to express love!

I kept quiet for a while and then asked..

What about people who have one night stands?

Does that mean that the party they have one night stand with is in love with each other?

What about people who are married and yet have affairs?

Does that mean they hate their spouse and love the party they're having affairs with?

If that's what sex is defined as,

I guess lust has lost its definition ?

He then asked me why wait ? when you can have it now....

I said apart from my girl friend completely opposing it (hehe!), 

the bible states love as according to 1 Corinthians 13:4.

How do you control it ? Isn't there a desire?

I responded yea, there is a desire..but it would be even stronger once you've tasted it.

I remembered watching a document about a little hyena the zoo saved.

It grew up eating veges, but the moment when it was older and tasted the meat,

it wanted more and more meat and never touched veges again.

I guess the same comes to sex...even though there's a desire,

we can still train it and tame it..

especially in the mind.

He listened....

hopefully understanding sex better from a christian's view.

And then replied

"Man, I'm actually kinda jealous of you...saving it for the special moment"

I grinned...

Supplements

Today I hung out with a friend and I casually mentioned that Richard bought me supplements...

A bottle of omega 3 oil for my skin problem
A bottle of eczema relief for my rash
A bottle of calcium for my bone (cause i dont drink milk)
and A bottle of Manuka Honey with UMF for me immune system

Nick said Richard was a good boyfriend...cared for me a lot...

I grinned and said:

"Richard is the BEST boyfriend!!!"